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I'm not really one for manifestation, but I do need constant help staying optimistic about my future

A letter from the future

I’m not really sure where I learned it, but I decided to act upon the advice. This is a letter to my future self. I’ve talked like this before, but in the past it was more about the things or the status, and not so much about things I wanted outside of financial success. Now I see from my experiences in my life that I want to focus more on the feelings I get from what I want out of life. This is who I am, and what I know I want at this point in my life. This is what I want to work towards, and that is what it is.

I didn’t believe I could ever really get what I wanted before. I don’t think I thought it possible for me to be capable of what seems so simple and easy for me now.

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I wish I only knew that this is what was waiting for me down the road sooner


Finally being able to do something I love, and be appreciated for it is amazing. I don’t know if I really ever believed this would happen for me. The future I see with what I do now is so exciting. The amount I get paid to have these things is so exciting. It’s all possible, and it’s actually happened. This is real, this is my life. The things and experiences I’ve been able to afford because of this is so fulfilling. The amount of fun I’ve have, being able to help those I love, the amount of women I’ve had sex with, the kind of women I’ve been able to have sex with, the memories I’ve made, the places I’ve been, the places I’m able to go to, and the women that want to have sex with me that are waiting for me to say yes to them, it’s all real.

I can’t really believe sometimes that I actually look the way that I do now. I feel so strong, so attractive, and so secure to finally look the way I do. I feel cool, I feel sexy, I feel like I am finally my true self on the outside and inside now. I feel like others see it all the time, and that I finally attract all the things I wanted. They come to me now, they are given to me now, it’s like I have transformed into the person I needed to be for all of this to find me. Like it is written all over me what I want and it just comes to me now.

I’m so grateful that I didn’t end things before this all happened, before I achieved this. I’m so happy that I stuck with the work when it all seemed like a fools errand, when I thought I might just be wasting my time again. I’m so grateful that I was finally willing to do the things I thought were beneath me to step my way up to things I thought were so far above me that I would have to be given them by others. I’m worth more than I ever thought I could be worth. I’m worth so much financially, socially, sexually, and worth so much respect that I am excited to get out of bed every day. I wish I only knew that this is what was waiting for me down the road sooner, I wish I knew that I would finally get to a place that even thinking about ending things makes me laugh. That I feel so fulfilled that life is exciting, and that I want more time to live life like never before. I love that I don’t have to live life hoping that things will get better and that I have the security to know not only will it get better but that I actually love my life in the moment.