Category Journals

My Best Friend

Currently my best friend is my phone. This is because over the last 5 years I’ve lost every friend and “friend” that I had. At first it felt cathartic, many of the people in my life that I considered friends were not and I needed to cut them out.

Journaling

BLOG Journaling Hitting that writers slump Sometimes life has it’s ups and downs, and sometimes those downs have a lot of downs. Writers Block? I’ve been having a difficult time journaling recently. For maybe like a month at this point…

Chris

BLOG Chris Not everything works out Is my dream job just a dream? Chris I’m finding it very difficult to wait for Chris to respond. I’m very anxious even though he has told me in the past that everything is…

Cast Off

BLOG Cast Off Time for arms-day at the gym again! My first ordeal of breaking bones is finally over, hopefully, it is also the last! This Cast Stinks! My cast finally comes off tomorrow, or at least I hope it…

Updates On Amazon

BLOG Updates On Amazon My Everything Story Luck Is What Happens When Practice Meets Opportunity ~ Demetrius the Cynic Nervous then Excited & Confident I want to get into why all of this with Amazon is so important to me…

Cleaning Up

BLOG Cleaning Up Little by little, things can start to change Sometimes starting to change the big stuff starts by changing the little stuff Cleaning up my act Over the last several weeks I’ve been learning to cook. For anyone…

Extreme Thinking

BLOG Extreme Thinking I’m having trouble knowing what is real and what is not “Oh, you tell me to hold on But innocence is gone And what was right is wrong” – Imagine Dragons (Bleeding Out) My Reality Is Shifting…

Getting What I Want

BLOG Getting What I Want A future I can hope for I’m not really one for manifestation, but I do need constant help staying optimistic about my future A letter from the future I’m not really sure where I learned…

My Future Love

BLOG My Future Love “I love her and it is the beginning of everything.” – F. Scott Fitzgerald “The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved; loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves.”…

Some November Journal Posts

BLOG Some November Journal Posts It’s been a really rough month Ups and Downs are to be expected, especially when one is a person with bipolar disorder. The key to mastering the cycles is… well there is no key to…